I am unique, whole and full of values. I choose to be myself and enjoy it

Sexuality should not be hidden until special occasions, I enjoy it every day.

In my childhood there was no maternal care, my father did not call me princess. I ended up in an orphanage before school. At the age of 14 I started working because I needed to earn a living. I know how to live for a week on $10, but I probably won't need to use that experience again. At 20, I got a medical degree and worked long nights to pay for my apartment. I faced a difficult, low-paying job with a lot of stress and responsibility, but I had to make sacrifices to help my father pay for the surgery by taking out a loan. Of course I could refuse to help someone who betrayed me, but it's part of me.

I never pretend to be caring or kind. Everything I do comes from the heart. I'm too lazy to pretend.

My presence here is the result of my conscious choice. The older I get, the more I realize that I don't want to be surrounded by drama, conflict and stress. All I need is a beautiful home, a job that brings me pleasure, CatSon and people I love. I want to know, explore and experience many things. I no longer think about others, their concerns and opinions. I want it only for myself. I strive for knowledge, self-development and self-determination. The experience of going through hell taught me to value my strength and resilience.

Gratitude and inner harmony are more important than external achievements and benefits. I choose myself and my energy as my main wealth.

Happiness for me lies in travel, laughter and intimacy. I can't stand fuss, noise, disorder, gossip and double standards. I try to be adequate, sincere, loving and tactile. Happiness is part of my life, I enjoy every day and am open to new opportunities. I do not strive for material abundance, preferring quality and pleasure from life. Surrounded by positive emotions, sincerity and care, I feel better

I love my life so much that I get inspired, not envious and offended, when I look at happy people. I determined what was important to me, which path to take, and this became my compass. In no case do I idealize myself. I do stupid things sometimes, I laugh at inappropriate times, and I have scars from past relationships. I may be a little crazy, but I will remain myself, and love me for who I am or not.

Bipolar disorder is an issue I struggle with. but I find it difficult to ask for help. So sometimes I disappear, only to come back again when I feel better.

Thinking that everything is ahead is fraught with loss of time, impressions, reactions and deeds. Money is just money, but it allows you to freely choose how to live. I'm grateful for who I am. I do not envy anyone and do not strive to be someone other than myself.

Thanks for your support sweeties